a chronological update.

so much has happened since i last posted. well, not really THAT much.

there was the big SURPRISE! for drew. which, in answer to my prayers was, in fact, a surprise. what with all the slip-ups and lying and such, i thought for sure he'd figure it out. i'm certain it was Your personal intervention (or perhaps miss booth's incredible amount of help and heart-cake knowhow) that made such a moment possible, because i for one pretty much suck at everything related to parties and surprises. i can't keep a straight face.

then, there was the trip to iowa and nebraska. i had quality time with most of my family. i had some great goo time in omaha. that saturday, goo, paul, and i road-tripped it to lincoln to the tunes of oasis to go see matthew's premier showing of his senior thesis film, which turned out to be a rather frustrating experience for matthew, due to some technical difficulties which caused a major hiccup in the video. eeeek. i felt so tense for you, friend. but i was proud of you. i'm excited to see the film again. i'm also excited about the prospect of you moving in this general direction.

then, there was the engagement. You were so wise to have me out of town (all because of the disinvited wedding invitation) that weekend. of all of the things i have known were going to happen with this whole deal, this certainly was not one that i was expecting. at least, not now. not so soon. i don't really know what the appropriate response is, but i guess You and i, we have made it this far. You haven't let go of me. so, continue... hide me, keep me, in the shadow of Your wing.

and now... well, there isn't much to say. i've been working some ridiculous hours. i've been having a lot of talks... especially with You. there is definitely some heart affliction in this season, but... it's working out deep things in me, to be sure.

laters.