so aforementioned crazy day has not blown up in my face yet. i talked to ara last night after he got home from school and he said that he had mentioned it to his mom, and she mentioned something about how nervous i was when i came over, and then said something to the effect of "it's alright." probably in armenian though. we're not sure what "it's alright" means. it's vague, but i'm thinking it's good. i think what i had hoped to accomplish yesterday i accomplished. i wasn't expecting his parents to be like, "WE LOVE YOU STEPHANIE," but i was hoping to make things personal. thus far their rejection of me has been impersonal, based on my ethnic background. but now i've visited them, i've given his mom flowers, i've trembled out of anxiety in front of them; i made it personal. so i would imagine that from now on, if we play the cards right, they aren't going to be breathing down his neck, even if they still don't approve of us being together.
the problem now is that i feel sort of emotionally... tired. what i did yesterday used up what was left of the energy in my emotional gas tank. i need some more energy.
in other news, my car turned 100,000 miles yesterday. happy birthday, beatrice.
in other news, jerkface got married this past weekend. i think that's all i need to say. hope that works out for you.
in more news, i was looking at the stats for my page and i noticed that i had 24 different visitors yesterday, which is considerably higher than the average of what i have been getting for the past 30 days. which i think means that when i have crazy stories to tell, you must all tell your friends to read it. which makes me laugh.
in more news, i would like to wish sarah GOO a very happy birthday tomorrow in case i forget to blog. and to my other sarah (the houston one), i would like to say hello and i love you because it's been a long while since we talked.
and that's all.
October 14, 2003
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