we are having a book sale today at my college and i found a book on one of the tables called Procrastination: Why You Do it and What to Do About It. i'm thinking maybe it would be a good way to spend a dollar. we had a 10 page church history paper that i thought was due today. i did most of the research for it awhile ago but you know how much i hate writing research papers. i will clean out my car before i will write a research paper, and for those of you who know me, you know that that is a big deal. i finally started it yesterday morning... tee hee hee. 10 pages. courier new font. no big deal. i got about 9 1/2 completed and figured i would finish the rest this afternoon since it wasn't due until 5 pm today. so we have our church history "final" this morning, which was actually an oral presentation from every student in the class, and then wayne says, and i quote, "turn in your papers and timelines by 5 pm on friday." friday. you know what that means, don't you? I wasn't actually procrastinating! I was getting it done early! this throws a kink in the way i operate. i'm going to have to wait until 4:30 pm on friday to finish the remainder of my paper because i need that added pressure of the time crunch factor. actually i appreciate the extra time. that means i can sleep a lot today. WHEEEE.

so this guy walks up to me a few days ago and says, "yeah i met this girl a couple months ago and i just proposed to her and she said yes and we're planning our wedding and i'm so excited."

and i say, "again?"

does it make me a bad person...? scratch that. does it make me a bad christian to say that i'm not happy for him? he's just a boy who thinks he's a man. grow up jack. then think about getting married.