i did it. i snapped the cd in two. just now. it made a loud noise, louder than i expected. i won't be listening to it ever again. not ever.

i did it. i ripped the pictures into shreds and threw them away. in the trash. no more pretty face.

both items will be in the dumpster soon, and i will never see them again.

don't think that today isn't a good day. i woke up with a smile on my face. am i angry? a little. emotional? sure. seeing memories in the trash makes me feel a little sick. makes me want to vomit, actually. just that feeling in the pit of your stomach that you get when something dies. but it is still a good day. i know where my strength is.

under wings of gold and silver
sometimes we have to hide
for shelter from these bitter winters
at least tonight
~stavesacre